It’s been such a long time since I’ve updated. To all my non existent readers, my apologies. Now, let’s see what I can do for an update, huh?
I still haven’t passed the PRAXIS. Ugh!!! I could just rip my hair out!! The last time I’ve taken it, was this past Saturday. I took it on paper on campus, so I won’t get the results for another three weeks. Awful, right? YES!! I don’t feel very confident about my performance on it either, so that makes everything even worse! I keep checking the website with hopes that the results are up already. Ha, I know they aren’t, but it eases my mind a little when I see it’s not up. If it’s not up, I haven’t failed it either, right? Too bad the results are due up until a few days before the screening for the Education Department begins. If worse comes to worse though, I’ll wait until August to screen. As long as I have the praxis passed sometime before summer.
My boyfriend and I are still doing great! No engagement yet.Obviously, since I referred to him as just my boyfriend! But we’re awesome. I love him so much, and can’t wait to be his wife in a few years 🙂 I just have to no lose myself in other people’s relationships. It seems like EVERYONE is getting engaged or married…except me. Last month, we celebrated his 29th birthday! Can’t believe he was just 25 when we started dating..Time goes oh so fast! ❤
Today, for the first time in a very long time, I worked out. I went to the gym after work and it was crowded in the back. So I walked the track. And it felt good. I went with my friend/roommate, but ended up leaving her behind for a little awhile. I turned on “Unwritten” on my ipod, and just ran in the 65 degree night time sky. It felt so right, but at the same time, it felt wrong. I know what I’m doing. I’m getting that feeling I got the summer before my Freshman year of High school. The same summer when I worked out excessively and stopped eating almost completely. They say you never completely get rid of an eating disorder, but I’m hoping mine doesn’t come back. I look down, and I see flab. EVERYWHERE. Despite what people say, I know that it is there. I SEE it for goodness-sakes! I’m just going to lose a few pounds, cut out the snacking I do throughout the day, cut out soda, and get toned. Then, I will be happy. I hope…
Two weeks ago, my school had spring break. And this time, for the first spring break ever, I went somewhere! My bestfriend/roommate, and I traveled to Savannah, Georgia. It was a four hour drive, but it was worth it. The weather was beautiful and it was just an amazing time. We took a ghost tour, but it sucked! Waste of 22$$ a piece, but now we know better. We discovered that Savannah is one of the few places in the US that allows public drinking. So, I walked the streets with my drink. Well, because I could!
A month ago I finally got those bothersome wisdom teeth out! No more nagging headaches because of them. Or worrying about them flaring up and hurting. I ended up getting dry socket from it. Which was no fault of my own! So that being said, the recovery process on that was a doozey.
Well, I think that’s really about it. I’m still working at the YMCA in the nursery, and I still love those babies! I did get a babysitting job though in December. I love the family! The mother is 36 weeks pregnant with her second daughter and I’m over joyed to be have the chance to babysit her as well as her big sissy, Ava. Who is the sweetest child to sit for. It’s weird driving around with a car-seat in my backseat, but I don’t mind it one bit.
I’ve got class in the morning however, so this post is done.
Until next time,